Crew Member Reveals Mental Health Struggle Following Deluge of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also carried celebrity crewmates.
The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the period after the landing.
She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on female health science and operated research during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her studies and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her background – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Months following fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She noted that despite the negativity, important benefits had come out of the experience, such as increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
The Historic Journey
The self-operating spacecraft departed its launch site in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that exceeded the Kármán line of outer space.
The group of women also featured leaders in various fields.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.